A fig crostata

A recount of my experience making a crostata con confettura di fichi from Giallo Zafferano, written in September 2023.

Peeling an overripe fig is like peeling an orange that’s given up on life. The second you think you’ve removed all of its dark purple skin, the thing deflates like a damn balloon, exploding in slow motion into your fingers, releasing its small seeds underneath your nails, and leaving your hands sticky and slimy. Figs were never meant to be peeled, I think, as another one combusts before me. But alas, for a crostata filled with fig jam, one must peel figs.

My first introduction to fresh figs, or fichi in Italian, was here in Rome. During my first few months in Italy, I simply couldn’t escape them — much like the incessant heat. They caught my eye at every farmers’ market I visited because I’d never seen them before. In America, the closest I’d ever gotten to a fig was via Fig Newton, those soft biscuits filled with a fig paste, wrapped in crinkly yellow packaging. They were often served as a healthy snack to me as a kid, over an Oreo or a Chips Ahoy cookie. But I never resented them; sometimes, I even preferred them. I found them so sweet and buttery, and I’d eat them like I’d eat Kit Kat bars: peeling off the top layer first with my front teeth, leaving the skeletal remains for last.

I never considered what a real, fresh fig tasted like until I noticed them that first September, during their peak, while on a walk with my half-Sicilian roommate. We passed by a fruit stand on our street, and there they were, sitting in a plastic box. She compared them to the ones she used to have back in Sicily, letting me know that these weren’t as impressive. But still, she insisted that we buy them so that I could give them a try — and we did.  

It’s been two years now since I tasted my first fig, and upon my end-of-summer return to Rome, I’ve been, once again, unable to avoid them. On a morning visit to the market in Piazza San Cosimato, I couldn’t resist buying a box of them at my favorite stand, along with a rainbow of other various produce items. I chose the green ones this time; they aren’t different in shape or texture, and, while still plenty sweet, I find their sweetness to be more subtle and earthy than dark figs.

I had plans to bake with this particular box, but, three days after buying it, I found myself figless. I’d eaten them all: in yogurt, with a little bit of honey, or on their own. I’d grab one from the fridge each time I entered the kitchen, tear it open with my thumbs, and devour the pink, seedy sweetness within. There’s nothing like a cold, fresh fig to soothe a sweet tooth. A Fig Newton simply can’t compare. But perhaps, I thought, a fig-filled crostata could.

The crostata is the Italian version of a pie. The main difference in flavor is the crust: the crostata is made with shortcrust pastry, or pasta frolla, which is made with double the amount of flour than butter and takes two egg yolks, which give it its signature yellowish tint. The result is something crumblier and more biscuit-like than a pie crust, a texture that effortlessly complements a jammy filling, and one quite reminiscent of the Newton. 

Since I’d run out of figs, I ran to my neighborhood’s fruit stand to buy a second box of them before baking my crostata: this time, I decided on dark ones. I peeled 600 grams of figs — a task which I will never do again, if I can help it — and I placed the gut-like substance into a pot on the stove with a cup of water. It quickly came to a boil. I added the juice of a lemon for acidity, 300 grams of sugar to thicken, and a teaspoon of vanilla, because Giallo Zafferano said so. I watched it simmer on the stove as my face grew damp with sweat. I remembered why I don’t bake during the summer.

I dug my meat thermometer out of the cabinet and took the jam’s temperature. My hand felt as if it was beginning to melt as I held it over the stove and watched the numbers slowly rise. 98, 99, 100. Eventually, it hit 104 degrees, so I removed it from the heat, pouring it into a ceramic bowl to cool. 

I gathered ingredients to make the dough, a task I always prefer to do by hand but always regret later on. I measured out 250 grams of 00 flour and added a pinch of salt, quickly mixing the two together, and then came the butter. The key to a good pastry dough is icy cold butter, and while mine had been sitting in the fridge for hours, all hope was lost the second that I took it out. As I cut it into 125 grams worth of cubes, my hands began to melt it. The table slowly grew darker as the buttery mess seeped into it.

I continued to massage the butter into the mix of flour and salt for a few minutes, and eventually, it resembled sand, but it was not yet uniform. I whisked clumpy powdered sugar into the dough and created a well to add the egg yolks, and slowly but surely, it started to feel like a dough. I transported it from bowl to table, kneaded it for a few minutes, and shaped it into a rectangle before covering it in plastic and placing it in the fridge to cool.

Thirty minutes later, I pulled the dough out from the fridge. It felt firm from outside the plastic, but once I removed it, a slight layer of melted butter immediately coated my hands. Flouring the table, I ignored the inevitable fate of a dough that simply wouldn’t stay together. 

After two attempts and a visit to the freezer, I gave up. Instead of rolling out the dough, I placed it into the tart pan and smoothed it out myself. I used the heel of my hand to remove any irregular thickness along the edges, feeling the dough get wetter with each touch. There was no hope in a top layer, I thought, and I was right: each time I cut a long strip of dough with the leftovers to create the rustic lattice look, it would crack, break, give up — just like the peeled figs.

I decided to go with an open-faced fig crostata, or rather, I was essentially forced to go with an open-faced fig crostata. I placed the tart pan in the oven, finished my dishes, and sat at the kitchen table with a stiff back in a puddle of sweat while I waited for it to bake. Once the crust showed signs of browning, I removed it from the oven and placed it on the counter. I left the kitchen immediately and took a cold shower, retiring to my bedroom for the night and refusing to enter the kitchen again. 

In the morning, upon returning, I admired its look as it sat on the counter next to a slowly-approaching beam of light. It looked more like a pie than a crostata, but it almost resembled the inner anatomy of a fig itself. The shortcrust pastry, almost like the fig’s outer pith layer, was round and slightly asymmetrical in parts. And the fig jam, almost like the flesh of the pink, pollinated center, was filled with seeds, trapped amidst a membrane of sugar. 

I tasted it. Floral, with hints of lemon and butter. I wished there was a top layer of crust, but I couldn’t complain. The dough may not thrive in heat, but figs certainly do.

Postcards from Italy — 7 October 2021, Dinner at Roscioli

Oh, how I wish you could taste food through the Internet. Maybe someday.

For now, I’ll do my best in describing the incredible meal I had at Roscioli Salumeria con Cucina, a restaurant here in Rome that has been on my “to-visit” list for a while. Last Thursday was my half-birthday (19.5!), and the last day of my midterm exams, so I had two reasons to celebrate.

Before I got here, I decided that I will treat myself to one super nice (and potentially pricey) meal each month. The one rule is I must go by myself; eating is not out of my comfort zone, but eating alone in a foreign country is. I’m very competitive with myself, if you couldn’t tell.

Anyway, I so wish I could go out to eat every night, but the college student budget just ain’t suitable for that kind of lifestyle — and so I will savor every bite of my monthly excursions while I’m here.


I made reservations for 7 p.m. a week before going because I knew that this place books up fast and it’s hard to get a seat if you just show up. I left my apartment at around 6:30 and strolled across the bridge that overpasses the Tevere. The sun had just finished setting, but the sky’s brilliant colors hadn’t faded yet.

I must tell you about the weather here, because it’s finally cold!!!! Well, the lowest it’s been so far is 55 degrees Fahrenheit. But for some reason, when I went out on the first “cold” day, it felt like the middle of a New England winter.

The climate changed *literally* overnight, and I’m not mad about it, cause I can finally wear fall clothing. Here’s a photo one of my roommates took of me before date night with myself (grazie, Martina!). I love this weather.

Dramatic skies walking down to dinner.

Over the bridge.

I arrived at Roscioli just in time and checked in with the host who was outside checking for vaccination cards. I read some reviews of the restaurant first, and a lot of people recommended getting a seat at the bar, so that’s what I chose when I made my reservation.

It was nearly empty when I got there, but soon after I was seated, it felt like I had entered a theater, and a show was just beginning. Note the bowls of bread that are lined up on the counter on the right side of the photo, like props ready to be moved during a scene change. As I stepped inside, the waiters began what felt like a performance. It was so much fun to watch.

Roscioli has a massive wine list, if you couldn’t tell by the pictures thus far. I enjoyed hearing the woman who eventually sat next to me ask to try sample after sample until the bartender found one that was just what she was looking for.

I tried one of the gin & tonic drinks — Organico di Carlo Cracco (originating in the Lombardia region and created by the Italian chef himself). It smelled like a bunch of roses and was perfectly punchy and refreshing alongside all the food I ordered.

The wait staff all seemed to be fluent in English, which makes sense considering the fact that Roscioli is a popular tourist destination. When I first got there, my waiter began to speak to me in English. This happens quite a bit, and depending on where I am, it can be either frustrating or relieving.

That day, I decided that it was frustrating. I know how to order food, and I know a good amount of restaurant vocabulary, so to not at least try to speak in Italian would be a waste.

So when he asked if I was ready, I said to him, “Si, ma posso provare a parlare solo in italiano?” He happily replied, “Si, certo!” and I proceeded to order and speak in Italian for the rest of the night.

It doesn’t seem like a big deal, but it made my night that he was patient and let me speak in Italian, despite it being very, very obvious that I’m still learning.

Roscioli’s menu is extremely overwhelming, and so I looked at it nearly every day during the week to slowly narrow down my decisions. I was planning to spend a good chunk of money at this place, so I wanted to make sure I knew exactly what I wanted before I arrived.

The first thing I ordered was the Insalata di Asparagi // Asparagus Salad.

The description in English reads:
steamed asparagus, sweet and sour onions, tuna from Vulcano island
aged in extra virgin olive oil and buffalo DOP mozzarella cheese
.


This salad was delightful and a really nice start to the meal. I always get lazy when cooking asparagus myself, so it’s never the right texture, but I love the taste so I don’t usually mind. This stuff, though, was steamed and cooked perfectly — not soggy but not overly-tough to chew. The mozzarella was a nice break in between the gritty tuna & asparagus texures, too.

Now, some of you know I have been experimenting with meat-eating this year. I’ve had it a few times and on various occasions, beginning this summer. When I came here, I decided that I didn’t want to limit myself if it looked good and if it was something particularly special.

Back at home, I was so tempted to try mortadella every time I sliced it at work; it just smelled so good. I never tried it, but I was determined to have some during my time here, so few weeks ago, one of my roommates bought some and let me try it. We had it on sandwiches with mozzarella, and it was everything I could have hoped for and more. So when I saw that Roscioli had mortadella on their menu, I knew I must order it.

It’s the Mortadella Fatta a Mano. The description reads — 

handmade mortadella with parmesan curls from red cows
and crispy pastry bread

— and I ate every bite of it. Seriously, I have been dreaming about this plate ever since I had it. The cheese tasted like I was eating a cloud, and its subtle saltiness provided the very best mix of flavors. I never thought I’d eat a literal plate of meat, but here we are. I can safely say: I heart mortadella (someone must make that into a bumper sticker).

I think I got the best seat at the counter, cause it allowed me to watch some of the chefs slice meat and prepare antipasti and other delicious magic.

Now, for what might be the most expensive thing I’ve ever ordered from a menu…

This is the burrata con perle di tartufo // burrata with truffle pearls.

Its description:
Burrata cheese from Andria with winter black truffle pearls.

I’ve had a love affair with the truffle for as long as I can remember, beginning with Evol’s microwavable Truffle Mac & Cheese. I’ve tried lots of truffle-based foods, and every time I do, I am shocked, for just a second, because I forget how intense the flavor is. These truffle pearls were no different, and paired with creamy and rich burrata made for a simple yet flavorfully complex dish.

After that, I wasn’t sure I could eat anything more, but then I remembered that I *always* have room for dessert. I was very tempted by some of the sweets on the menu, but I also knew that they give a complementary dessert to everyone, so I decide to keep it light and stick with that.

I’m not sure what the cookies were, exactly, but they were crispy and sugary and flavored with what tasted like hints of anise. The dipping sauce was chocolate and red wine, and it was delicious.

The waiter offered me an espresso, but I passed on it and instead admired the beauty of the machine.

I paid for my meal, said thank you to my waiter and to the host, and left a little bit before nine.

I walked back to my apartment, and on the way passed by a gelateria. I stood on my toes, trying to view the flavors and contemplating for a few seconds. I eventually decided to get some and chose strawberry because I was craving something fruity after that rich chocolate sauce.

It was the best possible way to end my foodie adventure. But, honestly, gelato is the best way to end everything ever.

I ate it and walked back over the Tevere, listening to a street performer play Otis Redding’s Sittin’ on the Dock of the Bay as people gathered in Piazza Trilussa. It was Thursday night, but Rome was so alive.

This evening was lovely, and I can’t wait for next month. I’ve already begun scoping out restaurants to check out, so stay tuned.

A presto!

Postcards from Italy — August 26, 2021

[Queue this song.]

I’ve arrived in sunny and sweaty Roma, where I will begin (and hopefully end) my undergraduate college degree.

I’ve been here since Monday, but a mix of orientation activities / exhaustion / hesitation to leave my apartment has prohibited me from exploring by myself, until yesterday.

After a meeting at the school, I decided to wander, with no plan or route in mind. Since yesterday, I had only been out with school groups and with my roommate, so it was nice to be alone for a couple of hours. The week had been filled with mingling/get-to-know-each-other activities, all of which have been horribly exhausting for my introverted brain, so the next few hours were a much-needed recharge.

I wasn’t planning to be out for more than a few minutes, but it was oh, so, hot that, naturally, I began to crave gelato. I walked and walked and walked and eventually made it over the bridge that overpasses the Tevere, or the Tiber River — the third-longest in Italy.

I passed by a few gelato shops, but decided to keep going and make up a route to explore some of the city I hadn’t been to. Here are some of the things I saw:

Jefferson Airplane was here.
La Fontana dell’Acqua Paola, built in 1612. It’s very reminiscent (albeit much smaller in size) of La Fontana di Trevi, which sits on the other side of the Tevere.
View of Trastevere from the fountain.
This building looks like it belongs in New York!
I love street art, and this made me laugh.
Walking over the Tevere. I tried my best to capture the color of the water here because it was so blue and beautiful.
There is so much graffiti here. More than I’ve ever seen anywhere else.
Strolling through the streets.
Matisse-inspired graffiti.
Spot the pigeon!
I wish the mailboxes in the US were this charming. Italian design is on a whole different level.
Gelato caduto // Fallen gelato.

And that concludes my first set of Postcards from Italy. I am going to try my best to post these once a week.

I am kind of in shock that I’m even here. The first few days were tough. I was feeling super homesick and confused and scared. I couldn’t even listen to music because it reminded me too much of home, and of driving in my car, and of my friends, and of everything that’s so far away from me — 

— but as time goes on and the days continue to pass, I realize that those things are all still there; here, I get to be apart of new things I’ll surely miss when I’m home. It’s pretty cool how many little worlds we can create for ourselves everywhere we go.

Alla prossima!

rome & the vatican

The ninth day was very hot.

Well, all the days were very hot, but the heat was ten times more noticeable on this day since we spent the entirety of it outside walking in the sun.

We left the hostel pretty early — around 7-7:30am — since Rome is about an hour away from Narni. We listened to music on the bus for a while, but eventually, we all fell asleep and took a short nap to make up for the hours we had missed.

I didn’t sleep too well on the bus, so once we began arriving in Rome I woke up and looked out the window. I noticed a sudden increase in both traffic and street art.

Here’s the first piece of street art I saw. Hidden in the left-hand corner it says “1984 No Control,” and on the right side it says, ““F*CK NAZIS.” I can’t decipher what anything else says.

We drove around for a while and passed by the Colosseum. Sadly we didn’t get to go to it, but it was neat to see it even from the outside. Since it was so hot, the majority of our group was wearing shorts and short-sleeved shirts, so some of the girls had to use giant paper shawls to cover up their oh-so-scandalous shoulders and knees. I had a sweater with me, so I tied it around my waist like a skirt. Quite the fashion statement.

For the majority of the day, we had one tour guide, so once we met up with him, we began the tour at a cafe. We all were a little hungry when we arrived in Rome, so we stopped and ate chips, coca-cola, and other random European snacks.

After eating, we headed to the first sight: San Paolo Fuori Le Mura which translates to “Saint Paul Outside The Walls.”

Outside of the basilica.

Here’s the main view when you first walk in. It was very empty, surprisingly, so I got a decent photo here. You can use the person walking to visualize how big it is. The image of Jesus at the end — and the dome behind it — is all mosaic.

The phenomenal gold ceiling.

I was looking at some info online, and I found out that the windows are not stained glass; instead, the designs on them are made from fine alabaster.

Here’s a little better view of the mosaics. What I seem to love the most about all these churches and pieces of art in Italy is the mixing of styles. Part of it is mosaic, part of it is paint, part of it is sculpture, etc., but it all fits together into one magnificent structure.

After visiting this basilica, we walked a little bit through the city towards a museum very close to the Altare Della Patria. I have done extensive research online but still cannot find the name of this museum! It was cool, though, because it was a mix of art, history, and other random aspects of Italian culture.

Lots and lots of stickers.

A charming house with pretty flowers in the foreground.

This is Dante’s The Divine Comedy inside the unknown museum. I’m not sure if it’s the original copy because online it says that the original is in Firenze…

Oh, boy. This was one of the coolest pieces of art I saw. It’s titled “Tutto” and is by the artist Alighiero Boetti whose embroidery work is just amazing.

After the museum, we walked around some more and made our way to an area with a bunch of restaurants so we could have lunch.

I love this building’s geometric design on the bottom half.

Once we picked a meeting spot, we were allowed to break up into small groups and find lunch. My friends and I walked for about three minutes before a man at one of the nearby restaurants tempted us by saying, “We have air conditioning!” We looked at the menu quickly and decided to eat there, a decision we may have regretted later…

Sitting on the bench in the hot sun. 

Once we got a seat at the restaurant, we were pleasantly surprised to see bread on the table. We were all starving, so we began to eat and drink water. We ordered pizza: one was regular Margherita, one was Margherita con Mozzarella di Bufala (buffalo milk cheese), and one was Pizza ai Funghi (mushrooms). Don’t get me wrong: it was all absolutely delicious; plus, we hadn’t had pizza on the trip until this day, so we were all craving it. But when we got the check, I was a little annoyed ’cause we got scammed big time!

They charged us 12 euro for the bread (which no one ordered anyway) and 4 euro for the water (ugh!) and then the pizzas were around 10 euro each. Looking back, it makes sense that this happened since we were in a pretty touristy area of Rome and we were pretty obviously tourists. We all split the bill, so it ended up being fine, but I was a little ticked off. Oh, well… being scammed was bound to happen at some point in my travels.

We were still a little hungry after the pizza, so we walked around some more and found a fruit stand to grab a snack. Albiccoche (apricots) may be my favorite word in the Italian language thus far. And ciliege (cherries).

The design of this building is so random and scattered, but I think that just adds to its charm. 

After meeting up with the rest of the group, we continued the tour and explored more of Rome.

This was one of my favorite pieces of street art. 

This woman was making sand sculptures of dogs that are creepily accurate. 

More stickers on a mailbox. I was reminded of the mailbox I saw in Enna, Sicily earlier that year! I still really admire its design. 

More stickers — “This beautiful moment is ours.” I found this artist’s website online. 

Ok ok this is the last photo of stickers, I swear. We were only in Rome for a day which isn’t nearly enough to explore its entirety, but for the short time I was there, I was really attracted to the street art and how much it brightened up the city. 

Next we went to the Trevi Fountain. It was the middle of July — peak tourist season — so the whole area was extremely crowded. I’m glad I can cross this off of my bucket list. It’s great to see the touristy places once or twice, but I know that there are plenty of other areas that allow for a more immersive travel experience I’d like to visit next time.

And yes, I did throw coins into the fountain! 

After that, we headed to yet another church. This one was one of my favorites: Chiesa di Sant’ Ignazio di Loyola. The paintings within it are just mindblowing.

This isn’t a great picture, but the ceiling looks like it has a dome structure, right? Well, I learned that it’s actually an illusion and the ceiling is really just flat…so freaking cool! 

On the way to the bus, we stopped by the Fontana Dei Quattro Fiumi. The lighting was so pretty here, and I really like these two pictures:

Oh, and I can’t forget to show you this hilarity…

Some of the group wanted to get water and/or gelato, so we stopped at a gelateria. I didn’t want to get anything, so I just walked around and looked at the flavors. Then I came across the neon blue-colored one and discovered that its flavor was…Viagra. Everyone was cracking up and slightly confused. I later found a couple articles online about it. So weird!

We hopped on the bus and drove a couple minutes until we reached the Vatican City. I guess I technically visited two countries on this trip!

Oh, God… it was so hot and there was absolutely no shade in sight. That’s the one thing I don’t miss about this trip! We had to stand in line for a half-hour to get inside St. Peter’s Basilica, so everyone was very cranky and sweaty. 

Right outside of St. Peter’s Basilica. 

Despite the heat and the long wait, I’m glad I got to visit this basilica. I could say this about nearly all the churches I’ve seen in Italy, but the amount of time and dedication put towards their creation astounds me.

This was probably the biggest of all the churches we saw, so you could easily spend a whole day exploring it. We only had about twenty minutes, so here are some photos I took as we wandered around.

Perfect spotlight on two of the statues outside the basilica.

Once we left the church, we headed back to the bus and made our way back to Narni. We changed out of our sweaty clothes and watched a very memorable student performance that ended around 11:30. After that, we probably had more gelato and then went to bed.

The day we spent in Rome had its ups and downs, but I really liked this city and am excited to visit again someday when I can spend more than a day exploring!

There are only two days left of the trip to share with you 😦 Writing about it and sharing photos makes me sad because it feels like I have to say goodbye all over again. My friends and I would try our best to live in the moment every day, but as our departure date drew nearer, it got harder and harder to not think about saying goodbye. But anyway… there are still two more full days left, so it ain’t over ’til it’s over.

Ok, buonanotte!